215 「Open」 by Tatsuya Takahashi
| 拓（taku, hiraku）- Open
Tatsuya Takahashi: Chiba: male
I thought about my dream.
There is not a concrete thing “to be this” and may merely tell you only vaguely.
I intended to exhibit stippling of one character and chose the letter called this “拓”.
It came to my heart straight.
My life was a fight with “the neurosis” all the time.
“I wonder where these pains will come from .I wonder how I will be freed from here. This is the proposition that I was given through the life.
If I say this proposition in other words; “How do I become happy?”
To oneself in the process that reached present me or current me, I wanted to recognize the word this “拓” as one step to be connected in a dream.
“I open it up. I am inexperienced and do not mind even awkwardness even if awkward either.
I admit myself whom there is now and hold out and decide it by myself and walk now.
Even if it is shameful, even if it is a kid-like, I walk.
I push to open the trackless pass, writhe in agony, bother, without a helping hand, fall down, fall on my face, still open it up again from there even if I sometimes throw it.”
It is different from the trendy positive thought these days.
My friend of Japanese calligrapher lead me to the Japanese calligraphy’ world last year, then I began to make tenkoku which I have experienced one when I was high school student.
I learn by myself and grope, but it became one of my life when I touched the creative art.